Sunday, January 3, 2010
030110
Happy New Year!!!!
Its a little late since its 3rd of jan going to 4th already, but whatever it is HAPPY 2010!
2009 was an important year for everyone of us since its our O level year, now its really over Im extremely glad. But whether or not we've done well / very well, results will only be out next week. So for now lets enjoy ourselves yup. Because if we're to get into jc, the luxury to use the comp / watch teevee till late night will be short last!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ LOL
Things have changed pretty much towards the end of year, Ive started a new chapter of my life. I wish I could tell you about it, but it seems a little difficult. Sigh, sometimes when things / people are tearing me apart I feel like letting go of everything I have now. Ah, I need a break. I might appear indifferent on the surface but in fact I hate it when Im being stalked and being told what I should post on my blog and what I should not. I feel so :/ when I cant even talk about my feelings / life in my blog when Im so fed up. Now that my bestfr has gone (somehow), I feel like a mute.
I am tired of being so shallow, I cant seem to say all that I want to my friends.
Thanks my friend, this is really a good place to talk, I mean at least to get whatever I want to say out because I knw I can trust you pretty much like I trust my bestfr. Actually there are some things I hope I can share with a friend like you that day when we met up for dinner but I just couldnt bring myself to break the news to people every now and then. Just need a little more time, but if you happen to find out before I have the chance to let you know personally (since I consider your as one of my good friends), I hope your reaction will be different from my close friends' reactions (which are extremely bad and heartbreaking).
I think my year end of 2009 wasnt very good, I just hope things will start to get better in this new year! HAPPY NEW YEAR ONCE MORE! See you very soon, and I hope you'll do well! I will pray for you. Remember to take good care of yourself and HAVE FUN!