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Tuesday, July 28, 2009
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Today one of my best friends made me realise how much time Ive been wasting these days. Truth hurts, but more often than not, its these hurtful words from true friends that finally wake one up.

Whether you've been reading or not, Im not afraid to say its true that Ive not got over you. But Im definitely sure that some things are hard to change. Even if it does, its not now. Im pretty clear of this, I guess thats why Ive been feeling so much better these days.

I think Ive finally understood how you felt months ago when you said you didnt want to hurt me. Im sure it felt bad, really bad in you at that time. Now that Im finally in your shoes, I felt the same way too. I guess in my case its a little worse. I could do really nothing to salvage things from getting worse. To the other party, I cant clear things up like how you did because things arent clear in the very first place.

I really dislike the way Im hurting someone else. Its unintentional, despite how much Im willing to salvage things, I cant. This feeling isnt good at all, especially when theres absolutely no one I can talk to about this matter. It sucks, really.

There are times when I need a breather,
There are times Ive really done my part to focus hard,
but people add on to the pressure each day.

"有时候我真的也很想专心，我真的很想，也很努力了。"