Saturday, April 11, 2009
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Things are getting more and more out of hand. These final days before syf and prefects' investiture, just before everything comes to an end goings gets harder than usual. Its as if there are millions of newtonian weight piling on my shoulders. Whether I can pull through its a huge question already, and ironically Im expected to motivate the juniors to do better and endure. Im wondering if those encouragements Ive been giving lately are really working because I dont even feel encouraged myself. If Im not motivated, how can I ever expect the new excos/seeoh juniors to be?
Its a huge disappointment at this point of time. My world is falling apart, I dont want my journey with the prefectorial board and seeoh to end this quickly but Im afraid Im having difficulties to carry on with it. Thats the irony of life. ):
No matter how bad my life has been lately, I still hope you've been leading a happy life with your friends around. I'll continue praying for you, take extra care of yourself and have a happy weekend alright. (: