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Thursday, March 19, 2009
190309

Day 158.
Seeoh was relatively productive today. Seeing the growth of our orchestra, secretly Im really touched.

On the other hand, realised the distance between the committee and myself had increased as time passes by. I dont know if Ive been overly deep in thoughts all the while or Ive ran out of topics to share with them. I just feel Ive lost myself over the time.

There are so many things I want to share with close friends around me, but I just cant seem to string them up with the right words. I do wonder if its me that had changed or its just something normal that everyone goes through. I dont know.

Too many things Im uncertain of, too many things had changed over the time, seems like Im always the one whos losing grip of things easily, too easily, Im sick of it. Everything feels like a nightmare, if it really is, I really wish that I'll wake up from it soon.

Anyway, 1/2 of our hol has past, really hope that you've been doing well. I just hope your life has been the opposite of mine, filled with happiness and minimal amount of sadness. If it hasnt been too pleasing, I'll continue to pray for you. And I believe things will eventually turn out fine for you. Keep going, and never give up.


"Im incomplete, with a hole in my heart."