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Thursday, February 19, 2009
190209

Something happened this morning and Ive really learnt so much from it.

One of my juniors talked to me about quitting pref and seriously speaking listening to what he said I could feel my heart aching. Furthermore seeing his tears roll down his cheeks I really cant help but be supportive of his decisions.

What he said was really true, "nothing will ever be the same". Really really true, once things change, its hard to go back to how things were like in the past. Just hope whatever he plans to do in future he'll be able to excel too. Its really a pity to lose him in pref.

And when he told me how he felt through these days I was so guilty of making my juniors feel that way. He mentioned that it was joy working in the pref, but as time passes by he felt its more of stress and a burden in pref board. I really felt so sad I almost cried. Seriously speaking my heart aches quite a lot now because the excos were the one who made him felt that way. I dont know why but sometimes it just hurts so much to hear someone say he actually feels that all joy with everyone of us has gone.

Its common experiences and memories all of us share. I just hope we'll all be able to remember how much we've learnt from one another and appreciate one another's presence in life. Hope the other excos will be as supportive too..


I guess what this junior said today was really true, no matter how much we dont want to give things up in life, when its really time we gotta do it. Its just part and parcel of life we lose things along the journey of life, I guess its really true. Though it still hurts to face up with reality of everything being over for 4mths, I guess I just gotta learn to understand. Its just the matter of time, I suppose?

Although sometimes I do wish that I could count on you to bring me brighter days, I know I gotta be practical. So I'll really learn to grow up.

Just have thoughts to thank you again for all the wonderful memories you've granted me with. Really appreciate everything alot, I just hope you've been doing well and happy lately. If you're not I really pray for everything to be fine in your life. Keep going, and Ily still.