Really sorry that Ive not been blogging very frequently these days. ):

Anyway, exams are finally coming to an end. But thinking about the lessons that we're gonna have as usual after our eoy it really turns people off): Ive never dread going to school this much manzxzx. Y'know thinking about chinese lessons really makes me feel like dying. And the results.. ):

Coming 2days will be somewhat a holiday for us, hope we'll be able to get some rest in the short break bah. But wo zhen de hen xiang nian ni ley): Miss those days when we get to spend time together, ): Hais, its okay, Monday monday. :D


Hey dear, wanna let you know:

P.s. how was the drink? hen hao he right?:B
Oh and HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY:D HAHAHA:P

:DDDDDDDDD
After a longggggggggggg day of mugging finally gotten some time to use the computer! Been long since Ive last had so much patience to sit and concentrate on phy and amaths for the entire day:D Really contented and really hope the papers will be managable tmr:D Dear, the exams are coming to an end, we must continue to jiayou together alright:D

Counting down to our 2nd anniversary:D One more weeeeeeek!!!!



I'll never let you stand alone, you'll always have my hand to hold(:

你好！
因为明天就是华文考试了，所以我决定在这里用中文来写下我们今天的美好经历。老实说，说自己不害怕都是在安慰自己，其实事实上，如果我这次的年终考试成绩不理想的话，我肯定会被我的父母大骂一顿。现在只好老老实实地把书读好了。加油！

对了，今天还蛮开心的。大概是看了你今早传给我的简讯，所以我心情自然会好起来。虽然今天考的数学成绩估计会差强人意，但是我还是决定把担心占时搁在一旁让着喜悦的心情在我内心蔓延多一阵子。虽然中午我们只有那仅仅的一个小时在一起的时间但我还是很高兴。因该是因为我们现在正在考试的原因吧，所以只要能有和你一起度过的时间我都特别珍惜。

还有！真得很希望我们能在一起度过很多很多很多很多很多数不尽的五十天！

我很爱很爱你！:D

Hey dear,today is our 50th day together.Wo hao kaixin leh,hen kaixin wo men together for this long le.Really enjoyed spending time with you today even if it was a short time.

Dear,don't feel too sad k.If you are feeling down,you must let me know k especially if its because of me.I bu she de kan dao ni bu kaixin so muz tel me any problems that you have.I will be here for you.

Hao bah,I end here bah.Hope that you are enjoying yourself at home.

AI NI DEAR

今天真的很伤心。
其实在4plus我已经复习完了但是因为不想让你觉得我太烦我就一直得等着你的reply。一直等到6plus连ft他们都走了我一个人真的太累了才忍不住发了简讯给你，但是你的回应竟然是你的parents已经去接你了。其实这件事原本就是我的错，我却又不知道为什么这么的难过。
对不起，让你担心了。我会好好地反省才回你的简讯。

还有，说要meet你不是因为要告诉你什么无聊的事。如果是的话，我想我也不会这么的难过。不知道为什么，这几天真的很伤心，its as if putting my emotions onto a roller coaster ride. 我这几晚想了很多，发现我真的很爱你。因为如果不是这样的话，我想我也不会因为你没有回我的简讯而一直苦苦的等候。我知道我这样子很令你为难，但是我真的不能再隐藏我的感受了。

我一直的问自己，问题到底是处在哪里。我是不是什么做错了，你对我的态度才会有这么大的转变。每次想到这里，我就会不知不觉地哭。不是故意的，但是我也真的很担心。）':

Dear ah, I have no idea when you'll see this, but I hope you'll at least pop by and read someday bah. Really sorry to make you worry for me, I just need a little more time to sort out my thoughts before I can talk to you rationally. But just know no matter what happens, even when someday when we're gonna be apart, I'll still be the one loving you very much alright(:

Somtimes I really wish I can be the one sitting beside you in class. So we can spend more time together, even if we were to drift apart someday, at least I know I'll still be somewhere close to you. ):

Cant really get used to the little communication we're having these days, ): Hope it'll not be the spark of any problems yeah. And dear, you've told me before if you're ever in the wrong with anything I should tell you, that goes the same to you okay. If theres anything that Im wrong in, please please let me know alright? Pretty unsure if its me who've been the problem, being too paranoid or something, but I just cant let my heart be at ease simply because I feel something is just wrong somewhere. Honestly, sometimes when I feel really troubled over something, I cant really express it properly I have no idea why but its just so. Thats why I kinda broke down a little in class today. Really sorry dear):

Guess you're now studying harddddddd for SS, so shant disturb you(: And guess you wouldnt have time to view this blog anytime sooner, so yeap I'll just keep praying that things will be okay and we'll both do well for our exams andandand get through this tough time of our year together yeap:D

Well, I really wish that eoys end soon so things will at least get better. I love you dear, (:

Saw this yahoo news saying that Singapore is not toally immune from tsunami!!!!!): Y'know dear, Im kinda scared manzxzx. HAHAHA, know its somewhat stupid to feel this way, but for a person like me - who does not know how to swim, will really suffer alot):

Tmr will be a day when we'll all have to mug really really hard already. A day left to official start of eoy! JIAYOU!

And the weekend is finally ending! I miss you alottttttttttt): Cant wait to see you tmr!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD


"everytime I think of you, my heart smiles."

Out to mug for the entire day, and only got to reach home about an hour ago. Mentally drained, but theres still lian bi lian zi! Glad enough, lian bi lian zi does not require the use of our brain.

Dont know if you've realised time we've got to spend together everyday has lessened. ): I hope its just because of the exams yeah. Hope we'll be able to talk on the phone before we go to bed today yeah. The last reply from you was 4hours ago, and Im missing you alotttttt, hope you're on your way home from your grandparent's house yeah(:

Guess Im starting to dislike weekend more and more. ): Y'know dear, before I got together w/ you I always thought the word "love" and "miss" are words that had been overused by many because people simply say it for the sake of saying it. But realised the mentality I used to have is not as true as I thought it was. Because when you've really fallen for someone, you'll always and always mean what you say. (:

So dear, Im really hoping that we'll hear each other tonight. Because this weekend is becoming really dull w/o you):

I love you my dear(:

Its Maths Oral today, dont be too upset about your results okay? You've really done well especially when you only started memorising this morninggggggg~ :D Find that you've gave yourself alot of pressure when it comes to maths. Dont okay dear, dont push yourself that much alright:D You're already excellent with maths okay, just continue to do a little more practice Im sure you can surely make it to your goal of A1 okay:D You will always have my support, but just dont give yourself too much stress because it really hurts me seeing you get upset over maths results):

Always remember, one of the reasons that I wanna be with you is not because I just wanna be with you for the sake of being with you, but to give you my support every now and then(:

So, JIAYOU OKAY! Still loving you many, many, many, many, many (x infinity) :D

Its okay to keep me waiting for you while you play bball okay:D I dont really mind as long as Ive something to keep me occupied yeah:D And whats more the wait is worthwhile cause Im waiting for you:DD

Been busy with studying these days, ): Really sick of it alreadyyyyyy, but jiayou! Its 19days to the end of the eoy and most importantly, our 2nd month anniversary:D Guess we're somewhat in the luck uh, so happened it falls on the last day of eoy:D If its in the middle of eoy we'll not even have the time to spend time together I guess):


Hope we'll be able to talk on the phone for at least awhile before we sleep bah(: 喜欢在睡前听见你的声音的感觉，:D 爱你很多（：

Love is when you find someone you can really be yourself with, that you can share anything with like a best friend. Its when you can't even imagine what your life would be like without him. When words don't even come close to how you really feel and even though it doesn't make sense to other people you know its no longer important anymore because all that is important at this moment is him.

Hey dear,I just realized that today is our 40th day TOGETHER leh.Hao kaixin leh.Wish there would be more days TOGETHER.

Really sorry for making you WAIT for me dear.If you don't like it,muz tell me straight away k???Really hope you won't get negative feelings anymore k dear.If I'm doing anytink wrong,you must tell me my mistake k dear?

Really sorry to make you worry about me dear.I will now remember to ALWAYS sms you to bao ping an.

Home together todayyy~ Waited for you to finish with your basketball game and went home together :D Although the wait was a little tiring I guess Ive made good use of the time to make myself sit and do physics:D So, wasnt that bad afterall.

Anyway finally told you what how I felt for the past days. See, told you its not anything that important de, so yeap you dont have to pay too much attention over it alright. Cause I guess (and hope) all the negative feelings are all gone now. :D

你今天没回我的简讯真是令我感到十分担心）：

I love you dear, dont worry about interupting my studying sessions, because you'll never be someone whom I'll get sick of. Even when Im busy like :O, I'll still have time for you, 因为你是特别的:D

Hey dear 中秋节快乐！
(those 2 photos up there are just for entertainment use!) :D Heehee:B See, how happy I am with my brand new crumpler wallet(1/2 year ago) :P

Schools starting soon, tmr!!!!!!! GOODNIGHT and hope you're having fun w/ your family alright:D I love you alot dear:3

Hey dear! Productive mugging rocks, guess you should have a feel of it too:D Y'know for the entire day, besides fluorinemolarityconcentrationcaesiumreactivityhalogens and all the other chem stuff, my head is filled with you you and you lah): Somehow love the "free and easy" way I work during the weekend but on the other hand I detest the feeling when we dont see each other for the entire day): Sounds contradicting oh, but thats really how I feel every weekend(since 6august). ): Really wish there'll be a day we'll never have to part, ): Missing you alottttt.

Really hope the momentum that has been keeping me on task wouldnt be short-lived. And really hope the resolutions can be fulfilled! Especially the last one:D HEEHEE:B

Dear bee, lets work really hard together and squeeze our way into top10 of the class to alright? :D 还有，希望你的周末也和我一样，过得很充实，虽然一直的和你在sms但感觉就是和见到你不同，也还蛮不知道你是否过的好）：总而言之，就是很想念很想念你就是了）： I love you many, and is looking forward to monday, in seeing you again!


P.S. Oh dear): Happy news to you, sad news to me, Liverpool won Manutd in the match! AHHHHH~ Glad I didnt watch the match or not I'll go crazy. HAHA.

Finally had gotten the chance to use the comp for longgggg~ And time flies, its the end of T4W1 already, ): Another week before eoys officially starts, we gotta jiayou together alright!!
Ive got this sudden urge to make some a-week-before-eoy-resolution to fulfil:P So :

1. You can go ahead and play you bball but
2. Lets reach home by 5 everyday(whether we're going home together or not)
3. I will wait for you to finish playing bball on days we're going home together:D
4. We'll jiayou together
5. Pass all subjects(INCLUDING AMATHS!)
6. Get a max. L1R5 of 20
7. Survive eoy together!

Lets try to fulfil them okay? :D

Hasnt been a happening week uh): Spent very little time together this week, but I guess it'll be something we'll both have to go through in our r/s bah? But its alright, cause its the exam period now, so I guess its natural for us to have a little more time on our own to study hard, and remember about my dream? TRUST, (: As long as theres trust, even when we're not spending much time together we'll still believe in each other very much. :D

And I guess I did mentioned many times that I like the song alotttttt right:D This song has gotten this happy tune that makes me feel elated:D

I like the way we're maintaining this blog together, the way we "take care" of it together, just like taking care of a hamster / puppy together:D I like it when we're doing things together. (:

Anyway, you gave me a huge surprise on Wednesday when you came over to my place just to meet me and accompany me for dinner:D Although I told you it was more to a shocking kinda feeling than feeling surprised that day, when I think about it now, Im still contented! For all you've done for me, Im very much appreciative and although there has been little communication between us these days Ive still been thanking God for letting me have you all these while(: I'll keep praying, and keep loving you(:

I am who I am because of you, you are my every reason, every hope, and every dream for me to live, and no matter what happens to us in the future, every day we are together is the greatest day of my life.
I will always be yours. (:

Hey dear,hope you are feeling well and don't have headache 2day after CO k.Really wish could go study with YOU n spend lots of time with YOU de.

Hope YOU won't be too angry or sad k dear....Bu yao sheng wo de qi k.Xi wang ni jin tian enjoyed CO k.Also dear,if you can't take it then you must go sleep k.Don't push urself too hard hor.Wo hui xin tong de.

Hao le,I write to here k.Hope YOU won't feel bored reading tis post k.Wishing to see u tmr soon dear.AI NI HEN DUO<3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iASs83qar0k

I love you. Not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday, right now - at this very moment, and everyday I have to live. You've always been extremely patient with me, from time to time you've put up with my unreasonable mood swings(which I cant even stand it most of the time), no matter how unreasonable I am you're always giving in to me. Im really sorry dear): I just wanna let you know no matter what happens, nothing in this world can change the fact that I love you. :D

MONDAY BLUESSSSSS.

Reallayeeee been rather down today, ): No idea why, but hope this feeling will just be chased off asap. Maybe after a goodnight sleep / feeling super accomplished upon completing very much of revision today (hopefully). AHHHHHHHHH): I think you can start spelling my name as S-T-R-E-S-S / Kanchiong spider too le.):

Anyway, guess today is the day(ever since we started talking) that we've had the least communication in school uh. It was in fact less than 10sentences I guess? Hais, really missing you alottttttttttttttttttt dear): Oh and really really just treat what I texted you as some useless rantings okay? Guess Im just feeling too stressed up these days, (must be exam's fault):). But its okay alright dear, I'll really try my best to recover soon de okay! And, promise that nothing bad will happen between us okay? (: & Im still living my days to put smile on your face:D Andandand, its not you that have changed okay! Im still loving alot de okay dear? If Ive made you upset because of what I said in the text, Im really sorry okay?? I take back what I say okay?? I dont mean to hurt you de okay dear))):

Anyway you gotta jiayou for the upcoming exams too okay! Really want us to do well together!! (; Guess I'll really have to go jiayou le, (though you are online now)hope you're workinghard too alright! Love you many many many many and looking forward to a better tuesday with you(:

Der,bu yao hu si luan xiang k. I promised you that we will never drift apart and I will keep that promise.I will not let anything happen to us and hope you will feel the same way too.

If you think that I have changed,I can always change back to the old methe 1 that you have always liked).

Please don't think that way dear cause wo bu ke yi mei you ni de

今晚的雨下得很大，原本因该冷得发抖，但当你握紧我的时侯一切的冷都没关系了。Really really grateful to have you here with me through these days, hope there'll be more of 6th together okay dear(:

&love hugging you like hugging pooh:D
HAPPY FIRST MONTH(:

Had a long day together but nonetheless it was a very FUN 1.Had to make you wait but hope u were not angry,my dear.Took MRT down to BUGIS and hope you didn't find the trip too boring hor dear.

Wanted to buy the bolster(i tink is correct spelling) for you de dear but scared you won't accept it.Had lunch soon after then journey all the way to WEST COAST.Didn't want to wake you up since you were sleeping so sweetly leh dear.Hope you are not too unhappy cause there is always the next time k.

Couldn't bear to part with you at your house downstairs cause i didnt want that feeling to end...Guess I really can't live without YOU.Ohya dear,hope I didn't startled you today hor dear.

I think this is the end of the post..hope you enjoy reading it my dear. I'll pray that our LOVE will last FOREVER cause I won't want to spend a day without YOU

Love you ALOT ALOT ALOT(:

HAPPY FIRST MONTH DEAR:D

Ever since the day we got together, there hasnt been a day(not even half a day) that I'll feel lost and dull. (: You're always here to provide me with pair of listening ears and love that noone else on this entire world would ever give. Ive always tell you, whenever you're here with me I'll feel safe and sheltered. So I really hope you'll never become a part of my past and will always stay close to me(:

P.S Really sorry that this surprise couldnt be a complete one, but I really hope this will still be a happy first month gift for you my dear. :D
And oh, I LOVE !

Tomorrow is the day our love turn onemonth's old! Time past reallayeeee fast and I really hope we'll be able to celebrate the sixth of each month together till forever. Really love you many(:

No one has ever gotten me like you. I've never found anyone who makes me laugh like you. You're the one person I can honestly see myself happy with. The definition of love to me is you.

After having dinner w/ mum and jie we went over to shopnsave. And when we're doing our shopping this song was playing on the speakers. Really really really lovely love song:D

LOVE ME - COLLIN RAYE
I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me
He said," Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy dint like me none, but I loved your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet, and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we supposed to meet instead
i found this letter and this is what it said

If you get ther before I do, don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores all through, I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down, Darling wait and see
But between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you..love me

I read those words just hours before my grandma passed aways
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said those words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get ther before I do, don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores all through, I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down, Darling wait and see
But between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you..love me

And between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you... love me

Those words in bold, thats exactly what I wanna tell you my dear. Although my results are getting from bad to worse, no worries okay, I'll try my best to catch up with you soon yeah! Dont give up on me, and Im not gonna let you down, I'll really really study hard and keep the faith!

Dont worry about me being slacker than I should be after getting together with you, its really not your fault. Perhaps Im just giving some excuses by saying its all about prefects matters that made my results dropped, but even if it was only excuses, the true reason of all my bad results will definately not be you alright my dear?

And we went back home again after our ccas, (: Thank you so much my dear for sending me home everytime you've gotten the time to. Really love you alot, and for all you've done and sacrificed for me Im really thankful of it. From the littlest to the bigger things we've gone through together, I'll try my best to keep it in mind, and will always and always be grateful of your unconditional love and care towards me. I love you my dear, and promise to stay faithful and trueful to you all the time. (:

Out for the entire afternoon w/ you today. Watched Wall.E and had Tori Q! Really glad to have 2 of my fav today, one would be Tori Q and another would be you:D Heehee:B

“The first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever. And no matter how hard you try, the feeling never goes away.”
–The Notebook

Its exactly what we are now, isnt it? :B I guess you've somewhat changed my life unknowingly. Im definately happier than before, and most importantly, Ive learnt so much about trust. Being with you, Ive learnt to trust you for you're the closest to me(besides my family), for you're the one who cares the most(besides my family), for you're the one and only(apart from my family) I'll love wholeheartedly. (:

Hey dear, so happened that I came across this quote and guess its by who? ITS BY POOH! :DD

If you ever live to be one hundred, I want to be one hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.
-Winnie the Pooh

See! Pooh loves you much, as much as I do:D
Cant wait to see you tomorrow my dear! Love you so so so much! :3

为了哄我开心，你陪我去吃我最爱吃的maplesyrup waffle(: