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Friday, November 14, 2008
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I NEED TO TALK.

You know I think the entire pref board is shattering. I just feel so stressed out when people like Yongren tells me 3days before Grad night that he cant come for duties distribution because he has job training to attend, and people like Hanrui who just treats the entire board as uh, I dont know how do I describe it. But what hurts the most was no matter how forgiving we are to him its just not enough. I know its not like as if Im the best in fact Im one of the worst Asst Head on Earth, but I just feel the best way to feel better is to talk.

I think I cant take the stress when people just dont cooperate and its hard to cope when we've got people like Miss Koe and Mr Lee watching. And tell you the truth, the tendency for me to get scolded during each major event is HUNDRED PERCENT. I know it just sucks to see this entire chunk of complains in here, but seriously I feel like crying, alot. 其实我很害怕。)':

For crying out loud, who'll ever survive this when everybody is like adding on to your stress each day. I know compared to others, the amount of hardwork Im undergoing is so insignificant. But to be honest I seriously think Im not cut out for this job as an Asst Head, especially when Im in charge of Functions.

I dont know what I should say, but to tell you honestly I just feel so sad everyday because Im always barely making it for things like my studies and my duties. Its no point saying this out because theres only one way to solve this - work harder. But Im drained.

Ive never had so much pressure from my family over my results. My parents had gone to the extent of asking me to quit things like seeoh and stop being a prefect. I mean this is a routine that happens every year, but this time I feel so, ashame to even say I wanna carry on.

Just hate myself complaining this much, I tried to keep it to myself but I know if this is gonna continue I'll just breakdown soon. Im sorry Im not that kind who can keep worries / complains to myself.


Glad this blog still exists especially when my friends list has been shortening as days passes.