Thursday, November 20, 2008
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Ha, I was stupid to go for the outing and just go off after staying for merely 3plus hours. I mean since I knew I had to come home to check my mail for stupid China trip I should've just stayed home.
Honestly speaking if you even noticed, I was super sad just now. I mean I dont think you even notice I was anywhere? Ha, its alright. Sigh, I think its reallllly hard to just let it go and treat it as if nothing had happened actually. To me I mean, its very very tough to get over you.
Im sorry, I just dont know why I just cant let it go. )':