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Wednesday, November 19, 2008
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Today is so a sad day for me. You know the moment I know my phone is dying, okay, half-dead my heart sank. Seriously. Once I send it for repair the msges will all be gone like once and for alllllllll. Sigh, guess what till today the past msges are still kept in my inbox and sent items you know. Ha, not intending to delete it actually but who knows Ive gotta delete them in the end. Sigh, shall see if theres a way to save them from being deleted. And shall send it for repair tmr, (if there is time?).

Anyway, Jack was talking to jess and I about our duties. And he made us realised we've already got so many things to take care of, do we really have time for other distractions? You know when he asked me that question I was paralysed with guilt. I mean at that point of time I know I havent been as committed as I should be throughout these days, and the entire board got a lecture from MissKoe today. And Im not gonna complain about it because I know we're really in the wrong this time.

And my mind is in a mess now, really. On my way home I really questioned myself why am I a student leader in the first place? Was it really because of passion or was is because Im carrying out my duties just for the sake of getting work done? Im really lost. Realised, ever since Ive became the exco, I have not been really, truly happy with what Im doing as a prefect. I mean I dont think Im giving it all up, but Im just, lost. And honestly, when Jack told us about the priority and distractions issue I felt sooooooo indescribable. Okay, partly guilt, but another part, I just cant describe. I guess its just sadness? I dont know. I just feel its time to concentrate as much as I could now?

I dont know, its a total complex thing to talk about actually.. And I dont know who I should talk to about this, so, Ive decided to blog here.

So, how has your day been?? Tomorrow will be the class outing! Hope it'll turn out to be a good one (: Shall cya tomorrow and remember to take good care of yourself alright, and be happy. Thats the most important thing in life that we should pursue. Thats something MissKoe told us today, and I find it really true. In life we're all after happiness, whatever we do, we're all trying to be happy I guess? When we study hard / have friends / be with our family / play dota / play psp / play bball / play the drums / read blogs / blog / even when we get into bgr, we're all trying to make ourselves happier. So please please, be happy alright! (: You're still the special friend Ive got, so take good care and smile(;

P/S One excitement to share!!!! THE EXCOS ARE GOING TO CHINA TOGETHER NEXT YEAR!!! 4FEB - 10FEB!! Not that I like going to CHINA, but Im just, happy:D