Monday, October 13, 2008
131008, after the break up.
I have no idea if you'll still be coming over, but I will still be coming over to drop a post as and when Im free I guess?
Its okay about me, I'll be okay.
And in future, have more confidence in yourself, you arent that bad afterall. And you've got me so many new experiences that I love spending time with you. And one of the bad things that will be is I cant text you before sleeping, I cant text you before leaving the school, I cant text you when Im home, in fact I wont be able to text you anymore. Its not that I enjoying texting that much, but its with the person I text. But its okay. Ive got this dumb way of running away from things which is offing that phone of mine.
The only wish Ive got now is school never starts tmr. And I can laze around in my bed and not see anyone. Ah. Actually its no point writing all these in here any longer because its no use. But just to let myself have this little way of expressing myself because Ive got no one to talk to. HA. How pathetic. But its okay, I need some peace anyway.
Anyway,
Thank you for being with me for the past 2plus months, its been great being with you. And you're a great guy who takes good care of your grlfriend. So may your future girlfriend cherish you alot yeah. And most importantly, you gotta be happy with her. Learnt so much and had so much fun with you, going home with you rocks, and I'll never take the lift I think(haha, sounds stupid) but thats because I dont wanna be reminded of things we've done together, and I think tori q might just have become the food that I hate eating the most. (just joking) But all in all, Im just very happy being with you! I'll keep those msges in my inbox, reading them as and when Im missing you.
And, oh yeah, lets continue to be friends okay? As mentioned in that 9pages long text, I might take awhile to approach you in class or anywhere again, but I hope its okay yeah? Girls like me are crybabies, I cry about almost everything. Especially when its a breakup, so bear with me. For the time being just ignore me if you see me crying.
Okay, it just sucks when my hands tremble so much when typing on the keyboard and keypads, so Im gonna stop here, furthermore, my family members are coming home soon, dont want them to see my crybaby face. Dropping by again soon I guess?
Loving you still. (:
P.S. I know I dont sound sad, but I am)': BUT, its okay, Ive gotta jiayou! YOU TOO!